Raven's Dance

I try to swim through the confusion,
But the tide is way too high.
I try to count each and every day,
But all I see is the dark night.
The waves seem to keep rising higher,
The current keeps dragging me down.
If I don't find my refuge soon,
I am afraid that I will drown.
I try desperately to hide my true feelings,
It gets harder each passing day.
I want to get this off my chest,
But I don't know exactly what to say.
I am afraid how things might end up,
A friendship could get tattered.
I feel so completely lost inside,
My soul is broken and shattered.
I fear that I may end up alone,
Not a single friend to my name.
And walk through the rest of life,
With my head hung down in shame.

There is something in his eyes,
A certain light that I can see.
That makes me feel deep down inside,
This man is meant for me.
I don't know how to tell him,
I'm so afraid that he'll get scared.
And I will miss all the moments,
In the future that could be shared.
I want to hold him in my arms,
To feel his heart beat with mine.
And wipe away his tears of sadness,
Until all the pain is left behind.
We already have a really strong bond,
And the love of a different kind.
I want to make this man so happy,
And give him the best love he'll ever find.
I don't know if I will ever tell him,
I think these words say it all.
I want to be the one to catch him,
If he ever again should fall.

You wear a mask of smiles,
Your happiness is just pretend.
Searching desperately for the chance,
For your broken heart to mend.
Confused, abused, and tattered soul,
Not really knowing where your life will go.
All the lies you are constantly told,
Your broken life spins out of control.
You don't know what you truly deserve,
You settle for the next best thing.
But lies and deception along the way,
Is what the new relationship will bring.
You are intelligent, you are loving,
You are also patient and kind.
Seek total and utter happiness next time,
And leave all the emotional baggage behind.
You are on a path to self destruct,
And will hurt innocent lives along the way.
Not even the complete realization,
Of what a heavy price there will be to pay.
Next time around on life's new journey,
Slow down and take your time.
All good things come to those who wait,
And eventually it will be your turn to shine.
Take the chance to put yourself first,
Every once in a great while.
And when you look at the people around you,
Try giving them a genuine smile.
You are a great and wonderful man,
You will end up with what you desire.
Committment, honesty, and trust in life,
Are the things that will never tire.

To my dear friend...you now who you are...I love you and wish you all the happiness you deserve!!!

Passion,
A strong driving force.
Desire,
A wanting deep within.
Ecstasy,
A feeling of pure bliss.
Bodies intertwining,
Flesh pressed hotly together.
Breath catching in my throat,
My body going numb with excitement.
Electricity sparking with every touch.
Sweat glistening on the skin.
Soft lips pressed longingly together.
Tongues exploring each others mouths.
Trailing kisses down every body part.
Lips leaving no flesh unexplored.
Goosebumps all over my body,
Making my rosy nipples taut.
Fluid dripping from my body like honey.
You tasting all the sweetness.
Rolling your tongue around,
Making me writhe in delight.
Grinding myself into your tongue.
It's driving me wild.
Making me light headed.
My mouth going dry.
Gasping for my breath,
With every taste you take of me.
I've never been so excited.
Never felt such pleasure.
No words in the world to describe it.
I want you like I've never wanted anyone before.
I roll you over, to return the favor.
Your hard cock pulsates with your elevated heartbeat.
I tease, I nibble, I kiss.
Finally my mouth takes you in,
You moan from deep within.
Your manly, sexual smell filling my nostrils,
Teasing my brain.
You going in and out of my mouth,
Sucking on you like a lollipop.
Filling my mouth to the fullest.
You can't take it anymore.
You flip me over and take control.
Positioning your gorgeous body between my soaked thighs.
You part my lips and begin to enter me.
My breath catches in my throat.
My eyes close with fulfillment.
You fill me completely,
A perfect fit.
Like our bodies were molded for each other.
Slowly rocking our bodies,
Grinding ourselves into each other.
Rasping breath, hearts beating faster.
We move our hips harder and faster,
Increasing the delight.
You put my legs on your shoulders,
Penetrating me deeper.
I fit you like a glove.
My clit hardening as your body presses against it.
Finally my body shudders,
The honey pours out of me all over your cock.
I want you to cum. I beg you to cum,
In and out, faster and faster.
Making me absolutely insane.
You tell me that you are ready.
You pull out and I bring you to my mouth.
You explode as I taste your sweetness.
I swallow every last bit of you.
Sucking on you until there is nothing left.
We both collapse, our breathing ragged.
Lying next to each other still caressing flesh.
We are satisfied.
Wonderful, pure bliss.
Nothing on Earth could be better.

When you get what you want in your struggle for self,
and the World makes you King for a day,
Just go to a mirror and look at yourself,
And see what that man has to say!

For it isn't your father or mother or wife,
whose judgment upon you must pass,
the fellow whose verdict counts most in your life,
is the one staring back from the glass.

Some people may think you a straight shootin' chum
and call you a wonderful guy
But the man in the glass says you're only a bum,
if you can't look him straight in the eye.

He's the fellow to please, never mind at all rest,
he's with you clear up to the end;
And you've passed your most dangerous, difficult test,
if the man in the glass is your friend.

You may fool the whole World down the pathway of years,
and get pats on the back as you pass.
But your final reward will be heartaches and tears,
if you've cheated the man in the glass.

This pertains to everyone that is why I like it so much!!

Roses and their beauty,
just aren't meant to last.
Like our childhood joys,
they fade into the past.
Kissing in the sunshine,
was something we abused.
It's ended now in bitterness,
and made me feel so used.
Empty words were our only bond,
even that exists no more.
I gave you all I had to give,
but what did I give it for??
Not so you could break my heart,
not so you could leave.
Not to hear the lies you told,
hoping I'd believe.
I thought our love was stronger,
that we'd be together always.
I guess I was wrong about everything,
there's nothing left for us.
My mind and soul are out of place,
it's so hard to face tomorrow.
I miss your strength, I miss your touch,
Love is now something I borrow...

It started out as friendship,
But I wanted so much more.
And now that we are together,
Life seems better than before.
The times we had together as friends,
Are faded memories.
The future starts our new romance,
Our destiny agrees.
I'll still be here to care for you,
And help you when you are down.
You can come to me for anything,
I will always be around.
But now I can embrace you,
And kiss you tenderly.
And hear you whisper words of love,
I never thought could be.

If a child lives with criticism, he learns to condemn.
If a child lives hostility, he learns to fight.
If a child lives with ridicule, he learns to be shy.
If a child lives with shame, he learns to feel guilty.
If a child lives with tolerance, he learns confidence.
If a child lives with encouragement, he learns to be patient.
If a child lives with praise, he learns to appreciate.
If a child lives with security, he learns to have faith.
If a child lives with approval, he learns to like himself.
If a child lives with acceptance, and friendship,
He learns to find love in the world.

My heart is aching so very bad,
like it has never done before.
I gave you all I had to give,
if only it could have been more.
It wasn't enough to keep you here,
had to leave my world so blue.
Left me with no life to live,
and what did I ever do?
I did not deserve the lies you told,
wishing I'd fall for each one.
Until the day the truth came out,
and you said that we were done.
I'll never forget the love we shared,
that will forever endure in my soul.
Now that we are done and through,
my heart is a big, black hole.

Yeah, it's over now
But I can breathe somehow.
When it's all worn out
I'd rather go without.

You know it's been on my mind
Could you stand right here
Look me straight in the eye and say
That it's over now

We pay our debt sometime

Well, it's over now
Yet I can see somehow
When it's all gone wrong
It's hard to be so strong

We pay our debt sometime

Guess it's over now
I'm alive somehow
When it's all out of sight
Just wait and do your time

You know it's been on my mind
Could I stand right here
Look myself in the eye, and say
That it's over now

We pay our debt sometime

Constantly I dream of that moment.
The day which my illusion shall come true.
The desire just buries itself internally.
To the deepest, darkest hole within.
I cannot maintain this act much longer.
Not showing these feelings I sense.
Someday, I know I shall realize.
That not all of our wishes come true.
But I'm still determined to keep believing.
That someday you shall finally choose me.
You shall see through all the material things.
To what's really deep, down within.
You'll perceive how much you mean to me.
But for now it's all just a dream.
I don't know if it shall become real.
Or if it shall only endure in my mind.
All these sensations I've never groped.
Continue to confuse me so much.
If only they could become transparent.
To show me how I genuinely feel.
But for now I can only dream of that moment.
The day which my illusion shall come true.

A pile of letters never sent.
The thoughts of dreams I have lent.
A bunch of unfinished stories.
A life of untold, and untouched glories.
The withering roses on the table.
Evidence of a living fable.
The fairy tale.
A life for the unfrail.
Enchanted woods filled with laughter.
The Prince and Pauper living "Happily Ever After".
No one imagined they were one in the same.
Until the realization of life's unreality came.
Though the pieces of the puzzle may not always fit.
Change your outlook and you just may make it.
Some are shocked by the reality of the unreal.
But the future is the result of how we feel.
Or for those who believe it matters anyway.
So for realities sake, hold on to someday.

They said they would be faithful, true
they would never intentionally hurt you.

They said they would be honest, kind
protect you from those who play with your mind.

How could you have known that things would go so
wrong?

After caring and trusting these people for so
long?

And that the friendship was so easy to spoil?

They said they would be faithful, true
how could you have known they would betray you?

A candle burns at both ends,
a fire racing flame.
My mind is cluttered full of lies,
all your answers sound the same.
I don't know what to think,
too much is on my mind.
Nothing seems the way it should,
and I'm running out of time.
The wick is disappearing,
someone please tell me what to do.
My mind tells me it's over,
but I'm still missing you.

I am curious and thoughtful.
I wonder why there is no unity.
I hear a scream in agony.
I see the Grim Reapers shadow behind me.
I want to cry from sadness.
I am curious and thoughtful.

I pretend that I can fix it all.
I feel an aching for each loss in the World.
I touch a priceless piece of Earth.
I cry when I see pain, suffering, and death.
I am curious and thoughtful.

I understand we are all individuals.
I say society is conforming.
I dream that the World will come to an ending.
I try to make everyone happy.
I hope to find peace in the World someday.
I am scared and unsure.

In my past I was a little girl,
scared and unsure,
alone from the rest of humanity.
My age is of little importance.
My feelings are mixed.
Sorrow overwhelms my being.
But deep inside my heart beats.
Power, and self-confidence,
takes over my scared outer shell,
and lends a new beginning.

I am a river flowing strong, and free,
Carrying my spirit to the sky.
Like a wolf, I am brave, and keen,
My cry resounding in the night.
I am sharp, like an Eagle,
Soaring high in the sky, hunting my prey.
You can't touch me, for I am quick to flight,
Missing your grasp by seconds.
Trap my spirit if you can.

The moon is a means to an end, to a beginning.
Ending the day, it begins the night.
Hanging high in the sky.
Casting it's shadows all over the place.
It reflects a guiding light to all nocturnals in the wilderness.
As it sets, the beginning of dawn arises with the breaking of the sun,
and the ending of the moon.
The sun radiates on the Earth.
Creating warmth to a new day,
and the ending of the night,
with all it's mysteries,
that bask in the eerie glow of the moon.

I am an imaginative girl who likes men and women,
I wonder if I will ever get the chance to do the things I want to.
I hear,
I see,
I want,
I am.

I pretend,
I feel,
I touch,
I worry,
I cry,
I am.

I understand,
I say,
I envy,
I dream,
I try,
I hope,
I am.

He holds her hand while she is near,
Yet cheats while she is away.
Two lives are lead, and she's unaware,
Doesn't know who's heart he's won.

He's barely there, most always gone,
Spending time with someone else.
She doesn't know his other life,
Hears only the lies that he tells.

His other life is lead the same,
But I know there is someone else.
I endure to believe, he will finally flee,
So I can have him all to myself.

The day should have come, so long ago,
But he chooses two lives over me.
He knows that I will stay, through thick and thin,
No matter how many times I get hurt.

Little does he know that I am for real,
That I really, truly care.
He just gets what he wants, and goes on his way,
To the one that he thinks he loves.

But then I am back at home, feeling down and blue,
Knowing it was all just his game.
He just doesn't know the pain he has caused,
When he even just mentions her name.

I need to move on, let him live just one life,
Without living part of his game.
I only get hurt, by his childish lies,
And am caused such tremendous pain.

But I refuse to believe, that I am only being used,
So he can get what he's craved.
Though, deep, down inside, I know that it's the truth,
But I am hoping this love can be saved.

Dreams are all that are left in my life,
Nothing else can I perceive.
The lies that he tells me, will continuously blind me,
Because he knows that I will never leave.